Jesus fucking Christ, how is it so easy for you. Fuck, you wake up and proceed with your life like nothing ever existed. I don’t know how I feel anymore. Do I hate you? Do I miss you? Do I resent you? Honestly, I don’t know. But you will never face any of your problems therefore i’ll just sit here and continue to replay ever moment & ask myself questions that will never be answered. Lol.

sodamnrelatable:

Bitch, I got sexy, that’s what happened.

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Honestly, I feel like it would be so much better if they got divorced. Why would you put yourself through that kind of torture? I was so close to asking today, it was on the tip of my tongue. I just couldn’t though. So I just thought about it. & I feel like it’s because they don’t trust themselves. They feel like they won’t be able to make it with money if it wasn’t combined. They could live in apartments. They can rent, they can get apartments closer to their work. We can live with my grandparents until my mom gets enough money together. We could be perfectly fine. I don’t even need a house. An apartment will be fine. I just don’t understand, between my dad insulting my mom with every childish name to my mom crying when he doesn’t get her an ice tea from wawa. Their like 2 little kids. Everyone in my family fights, my mom & dad, my mom & brother, my mom & me, my dad & brother, even my grandparents. My mom says that’s how it was when she was growing up. My pop always yelling and beating them. If so, why would you marry someone like your dad? Let alone stay with them. With all of this playing out in front of me now I will never allow any male to yell at me, call me any name & think he has complete control. I just want to wake up in a good mood for once without going in the living room & hearing my dad cursing & my mom crying. Like, what’s wrong, you just got up. Really? Yesterday my parents spend the whole day arguing then I get in the car with my grandparents and my pop starts screaming & throwing a fit like a little kid. Like grow up you son of a bitch. & constantly listening to your father call your mother a “fucking stupid bitch” “idiot” “Ignorant son of a bitch” First off she is a grown women & your wife for that matter not some little kid, don’t bully her & 2, You didn’t even use ignorant correctly. If any man ever treats me the way the women in my family are treated I would be gone. In an instant.

patriotsaint:

i think that if i died and went straight to hell it would take me at least a week to realize i wasn’t at school anymore